David C. Hughes, Writer

“For the LORD your God will bless you in all your harvest and in all the work of your hands, and your JOY will be complete." –Deuteronomy 16:15

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Joy for the World (2015-12-18 Daily)


Be joyous always, and serve God with joy.

—Chaim Kramer, Crossing the Narrow Bridge


I looked down at the gray LCD display on the elliptical’s control panel. 15 minutes had passed. 15 minutes I still had to go. I shifted my eyes to the odometer: 0.9 miles. My goal for the morning was to hit the 2 mile mark, something I hadn’t done in, gosh, years. Sweat gathered on my forehead and led a charge down my cheeks. It beaded on the backs of my hands and slicked up the elliptical’s metal handles. It rolled off my face and dripped on the floor. My heart pounded to the rhythm of my stride. My breath ebbed and flowed in strong and even measures. My legs no longer ached, warmed by the 4.1 mile-per-hour pace. I was loving it!

Yes, this morning I woke up actually looking forward to my every-other-day flagellation on my Horizon EX-56. After a slow buildup that had started weeks ago, I was close to reaching the 30 minute climax of my fitness goals. The agony had long passed; I now felt one with the elliptical, my body a well-oiled machine pounding away on a not-so-well-oiled one. As I pedaled the squeaky piece of exercise equipment, I tore my eyes from the odometer and fixed them on the wall hangings mounted behind my desk: posters of two of my books, Melted Clowns and The Epiphany of Joy. I smiled. The emotion washing over me at the moment was endorphine-fed bliss, but undergirding that elation lay a growing foundation of pure joy, one not based on current circumstances but on the One Who allows me to experience these circumstances for my benefit and His Glory. “You make known to me the path of life,” King David wrote in Psalm 16, “you will fill me with joy in your presence, /  with eternal pleasures at your right hand” (Psalm 16:11 NIV®).

I looked at the butterfly on the cover of The Epiphany of Joy—a Question Mark perched on a pale violet lilac bloom against a defocused green foliage background—and realized I’d never fully shared the story of how that butterfly had gotten there. I figured it was about time . . . .

Three years ago, as I was turning the crank on the book’s manuscript, I hadn’t given much thought to the cover until I received an email from my sister, Linda. My sister, a spiritual person who’s in tune with the unseen as much as she is with the seen, had written about a dream she’d had. In her dream, a beautiful woman, perhaps her guardian angel, stood before her with hands closed. The woman smiled, spread her arms, and opened her hands. “Butterflies!” she declared. Books fell from her hands and landed on the ground in front of her.

“I’ve read some information about the symbolism of butterflies, and it’s amazing,” she’d written in her email. “You need to look it up.” So I did, and besides the obvious symbolism of transformation, the butterfly is also a symbol for . . . JOY! I asked Linda for her blessing to use a butterfly on the book, and she eagerly agreed. Then the cover’s wings began to unfold right in front of my mind’s eye.

The butterfly I picked to represent joy is the Question Mark, chosen because of the pearly white question mark prominently displayed on the underside of each hindwing, and because the book is a compilation of my three-year search for joy (What is joy, exactly question mark, question mark, question mark). I pictured a white cover featuring the butterfly in profile perching on a limb. Since the underside of the Question Mark is a drab brown, I wanted to use this angle to represent not only my questioning, but also my uncertainty about joy—what it is, how we achieve it, how we live it. For much of my life, joy was elusive, until I discovered I’d possessed it all along.

I’d also planned to use a drawing of a Question Mark butterfly with wings spread open on the back cover, illustrating my newfound understanding and reception of joy in the upper wing’s vibrant red-orange spotted in black. I commissioned my niece, Emilie L. Hughes, to create these drawings, and she met my expectations. Problem was, my publisher had a different vision for the cover.

Talk about a struggle! I held on tightly to my concept, proud of all the symbolism I’d incorporated into both the front and back covers. When my publisher strongly suggested I use a much more vibrant stock photo of a Question Mark butterfly instead of the purposefully drab illustration, I pushed back. “It’s a book about joy,” she explained. “The cover needs to be bright and colorful. It needs to call out joy! What reader is going to want to pick up a book about joy if the cover doesn’t reflect it?”

I understood her position but felt I would be compromising my vision (and Linda’s) if I gave into it. I discussed it with Mary. I put on my grumpy face. I pondered and thought and contemplated. Finally I relented and okayed the change, feeling somewhat like I’d sold out just to move the project forward. However, when the publisher asked me to select a photo from two stock pictures she’d sent, I knew we’d all made the right decision. The book cover exudes joy, reaching out to the reader with its vivacious colors while still featuring a Question Mark butterfly. Inside, my niece’s illustrations adorned the flyleaf and the crown of each chapter.

Life’s trials and challenges, even the small ones like finalizing a book cover or building up to my goal of running for 30 minutes on the elliptical, make joy all that much more delicious. “Without experiencing sorrow and mourning, there’s no way for us to appreciate its opposite,” says Chaim Kramer in Crossing the Narrow Bridge: A Practical Guide to Rebbe Nachman’s Teachings. “We have nothing with which to compare our happiness. Therefore, we must experience suffering. Only then can we know the true taste of joy.”[1]

As I suffered in bliss for the last five minutes of my morning run, finally hitting both the 30 minute mark and my 2 mile goal, I remembered that joy is available to everyone who would receive it. And as we again prepare to celebrate Christmas this year, our ultimate Joy—Jesus Christ—stands at the door and knocks, offering His presence and His promise of eternal joy. All we need to do is answer.



Copyright © 2015 by David C Hughes

[1] Kramer, Chaim. Crossing the Narrow Bridge: A Practical Guide to Rebbe Nachman’s Teachings. Jerusalem/New York: Breslov Research Institute, 1989. 27.


The Epiphany of Joy, Chapter 12: Joy in Giving (3 of 3)

In the book of Acts, Luke recorded that in the early church in Jerusalem, “all who believed were together and had all things in common; they would sell their property and possessions and divide them among all according to each one’s need. They ate their meals with exultation and sincerity of heart, praising God and enjoying favor with all the people” (Acts 2:44-45, 46b-47a NAB). The result? “And every day the Lord added to their number those who were being saved” (v 47).

In Philippians chapter 4, Paul praised the church in Philippi for materially supporting his needs despite their severe poverty and affliction. In fact, Paul told them they were the only church to do so. Consequently, Paul was more excited about the Philippians’ spiritual “profit that accrues to your account” (v 17) rather than the contribution itself; God looks more favorably at the attitude of the giver rather than at the gift itself.

In 2 Corinthians 8, Paul used the example of the Philippian church’s continued eager insistence on giving out of “their joy and their profound poverty” (v 2) to support the church in Jerusalem as a rally call to the church in Corinth to follow through on their own commitment. In 2 Corinthians 9:6-7, Paul wrote: “Consider this: whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows bountifully will also reap bountifully. Each must do as already determined without sadness or compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver.” I was fascinated to learn that the word “cheerful” in verse 7 is the Greek word “hilarŏs” which means “hilarious.” We should all put on our Groucho Marx glasses and strive to become hilarious givers!

So . . . are you a hilarious giver, giving not out of compulsion or fear but with sacrificial willingness and expectancy? Are you eager in your giving? Does giving put a smile on your face, or does the thought of tithing make your hands sweat? Are you following the example of the widow who dropped her last two coins into the temple offering box out of pure, unencumbered hope (Mark 12:41-44)? Or are you more like the Pharisee who fasted and tithed and exalted himself before men and God while praying in the temple (Luke 18:10-14)? As Jesus said, that kind of attitude produces its own reward.

Have you ever thought that when you give, God may repay you with gifts even more priceless than money? Like opportunities? Good health? A ten-year-old car that keeps running flawlessly? What about experiences, or revelations of heaven on earth? A good marriage? Godly children? Divine appointments? Or talents beyond the realm of human possibility? God does give good gifts, we just need to open our hearts and eyes to what He is already doing, what He is already giving to us, and be thankful. “. . . give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus” (1 Thessalonians 5:18 NIV).

“God is able to make every grace abundant for you,” Paul assured the church in Corinth, “so that in all things, always having all you need, you may have an abundance for every good work” (2 Corinthians 9:8 NAB). We have the assurance that, as Paul himself experienced, “the one who supplies seed to the sower and bread for the food will supply and multiply your seed and increase the harvest of your righteousness” (2 Corinthians 9:10 NAB). In other words, don’t worry about what you give, because God will abundantly provide for your needs. After all, He is YHWH Yireh, the God Who provides; it’s all His anyway!

“For it is in giving that we receive,” says the Prayer of Saint Francis. Open your eyes and your heart and allow God to transform you into a truly joyful giver. Test Him in this, and see what He does!


Copyright ©2014 by David C. Hughes

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